A Delusion!!

I'm dreaming of something,

     Something, 

              that is,

                   may be,

                        just impossible.

Running after it,

       Chasing it,

               mindlessly.

I did not look,

       At Broken Hearts,

                or may be Surprises.

I was busy,

        waiting,

              for the guy,

                    who would come,

Happiness,

        he would bring.

I did not realize,

       that, 

            he might be waiting,

                 as well,

for his happiness,

      for his girl,

            for his dream!!!!

deslealdade- The Betrayal

When love did not have a form;

When it hit the heart like a storm.

The thrills, the shivers, the first time;

The touch of him would make the winds chime.

His wait, his feel, watching him or his smile;

For any of these, she could walk a mile.

Nothing mattered and none concerned;

In a moment of lifetime, the world turned.

The turn abrupt and the times unbelievable;

How after such a betrayal she could be stable.

The belief of hers was broken and dreams shattered;

She thought it was just him who mattered.

Was the time unfavorable or she was with the wrong guy;

She loved to a limit which money could not buy.

There were now realities, the promises, she could not keep;

And now were the miles to walk, before she could think of sleep..

सपने जो टूट गए

तू मेरा सपना ही अच्छा है, हकीकत न बन जाना;

मुश्किल हो जायेगा, मेरा इस चाहत को संभाल पाना

सपनों की तश्तरी ज़िन्दगी के मेज़ पर सजी है;

पलकों की चादर तेरे ही इंतज़ार में बिछी है

चाहत से बढ़ के यूँ आगे, थामा हाथ मैंने जो तेरा;

हस्ती मिट गयी, नाम भी खो गया मेरा

बन के एक उस अँधेरी रात के साए में;

तारे बन गए सपने जो मैंने सजाये थे

रुक के, पलट के, इंतज़ार था तेरे आने का;

लम्हे बढ़ गए, इंतज़ार था इन सालों के बीत जाने का

डूब के तेरी चाहत में ऐसी गुस्ताखी कर बैठे; 

अमावस की रात में पूर्णिमा की चांदनी का इंतज़ार कर बैठे!!!!!

ERRing

Why is life so entangled? How much time it takes to admit you are wrong? How many roads do you need to travel before deciding onto which is the right path? How many years to choose your line of action? How many mistakes are to be committed before being right? How many years of commitment are needed before accepting you were hopelessly in love with that special someone? How many betrayals, cheats? How many errs? And how much love you want in your life to come out of that feeling of being cheated? How many friends so as to convince yourself that you are not alone? How many reasons are required to smile back? How many split seconds are asked for to define that moment of a lifetime? What life tried to teach is always different from what you learn. Who is to be blamed on that account? The life, the lesson or the person. Signing off with so many questions whose answers are yet to be found for the life!!!!!!!

Virtually Conceded

When I look at these walls that bind me,

The dungeons they seem, the inhibitions I see;

The bird fluttering inside the golden cage,

To this lock of matter who will hand over the key?

I collect the pebbles, the thorns and those sea shells,

The years have passed by from the times when I started drowning in these wells;

Hurt by my own prejudices, smiling onto those urchins,

Love will find its own way, the mother angel tells. 

The sky seems unreachable and so is the top of that distant mountain,

Going deep into mines, who assured there won't be a  stain;

Lurching after that happiness, scratching those wounds,

In this run for life, I've forgotten me dancing in the rain.

The darkness prevailing, night shadowing, no source of light,

My eyes blurred, when will the dreamland be back in sight;

The drinks pouring in, amazed at who is unconscious,

The weird surroundings, mesmerized, when will the dulls be again Bright??

Erotus- Its unique

There is this fragrance that brings inside you a sensation, it makes you feel that thrill. Its not your fault. No money can buy that smell of your lifetime. Nobody can give you that happiness as that scent. No one but that one particular person or thing could make you feel so good. And you love it beyond everything. There is this one word which makes you dance beautifully on that tune which plays in your ears. That voice is such that you want to hear it again and again. Praying that somebody puts it on an infinite loop and you can keep hearing that forever. It can be a rumble, can be the chirping of a bird, can be a tune or anything or it can be a person calling your name or your nickname. There is this touch that is just nothing but memorable. Once in a lifetime types. The touch makes you feel the safest on this earth, tells you that you are never alone. Assuring you that nobody can harm you, nothing can ever scare you. You are sure you will never fall. There is this moment, the most special moment of your life which you can not forget, the moment which takes your breath away just to tell you are still alive, living the most beautiful times. Those moments steal every part of your life to give it the colors of the rainbow. The sky is not just blue. The clouds form shapes that only a word like bizarre can put forward. And there is this one person who makes a difference in your life, to leave it completely different; like never before. And you are left hypnotized by what happens. Sometimes unexplained or explained but the variations that occur henceforth are beyond one’s control. And everything just goes as haphazard. You know everything but you cant speak out. And then as they say, its not a big deal!!!!